Ramblings of the Lost

At this moment I feel as if I’m being catapulted through a long, dark subway tunnel except I’m not on a subway car.  Strange, because, I’ve never even seen a subway. I am on my own again.

There’s this invisible force pushing my body and at the same time pulling me away from everything familiar. Am I destined to be alone for the rest of my life? What’s my next step?

I thought my job was going to be working at being a better wife and friend. Apparently, that’s not going to happen. I’m tired of being rejected. Going around the same mountain is completely pointless so why am I doing it? This brings me to the most basic question.

What is left to live for?

One thought on “Ramblings of the Lost

  1. They say starting over isn’t always a set back but it’s simply a new beginning. Maybe this subway is a submarine that is propelling you to your fresh anew!!! There is no such thing as being lost when you’re building your own road. There’s a lot to live for and more to push for, remember…the man or woman on the top of the mountain didn’t fall there. 😉.

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