I watched you kill me a thousand times in life∼before you actually made me die
and now I write to you from the other side∼to say good-bye, beloved Night.
Haunted by your frightening memory and the stormy passion we displayed
I’m now lost amidst the abyss of darkness that surrounds me day after day.
The black sky rains silver streaks of lightning and waves of regret
I look down at vivid colors∼the brilliant display is heaven unabated.
So you finally did it, succeeded in your scheme, but now, my thoughts of you have faded
from somewhere in-between I write to you, my killer∼to say good-bye, beloved Night.
Release me from these bare naked branches I’m tangled up in Because soon the woeful night will encroach wantonly upon my sin
The bark punishes my ass like a whip from the master I serve, with pleasure I reach for the comfort of the last lonely leaf to cover my pu**y, his treasure
But it crackles quickly in my soft hand and the only hope to hide myself fades… Another lover I see coming over the hill runs to me and stares at my Jade
Burning eyes filled with lust he climbs up the tree taking advantage of me.
I’m somewhere in the in-between of holding on and letting go
I’m neither here nor there as my mind ponders what to do
If there’s a whole world out there waiting to take my hand
It’s too bad I can’t take control of what’s happening in this land.
I’m trying to let you go but how many times must my love be tried
The silence and blank stare from your dark eyes, could it be a lie?
Has the love disappeared once and for all- please tell me it’s not true.
I loved you the moment I saw you- your muscular body was my refuge
I grew up with you, had your babies, and now I’m just someone you knew.